March 2011
Right now, erasing you from my life and just fast forwarding seems like such a better option that trying to work things out. Because who am I kidding? I need to stop dreaming and hoping.
To The Wrong Person.
tedeezy:
You know what I’m afraid of?
Getting too comfortable with someone.
Getting used to talking to someone every day.
Getting used to seeing someone ever so often.
Allowing someone to know me personally.
Put my time & effort into someone.
Catch feelings for someone.
Only to have them leave me, sooner or later.. I’m afraid of investing myself to the wrong person.
7638.) Sometimes I see you in the hallways and I...
“All changes, even the most longed for, have their melancholy; for what we leave...”
– Anatole France
7651.) Think before you speak. What if the girl...
February 2011
Adele - Set Fire To The Rain
Last night, on the bus ride from Marlborough, David and I had a really long time to just talk about things. It was honestly just good and I felt good. I’m really glad that I have a friend like David; I’ve known this boy for so long that even though I don’t outright say it to him, David Yuan is one of my best friends. All the perverted moments/jokes, secrets, inside jokes, team work, helping each...
7594.) I don't know; I just don't know. I know...
7617.) I used to be such a good student, but now I...
Admit it. You’re waiting for something you know...
“Sometimes it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge...”
– Sarah Dessen
“You fall in love, it’s intoxicating, and for a little while you feel like you’ve...”
– Nicole Krauss
“Life isn’t happily ever after and golden sunsets and shit like that. It’s work....”
– Dennis Lehane
“How far you go in life depends on your being tender with the young,...”
– George Washington Carver
“It is about listening even if you can’t listen anymore.”
– Sean Penn, I am Sam
5 Basic Facts About Me
I trust people way too easily. I care for my friends and would do anything for them.
I was born on November 5th, 1993. It kind of sucks since I am always the last one to get a license, go out clubbing, and all that good stuff.
Without my phone or email or FB, I don’t think I could live a day. That’s pretty sad.
I have a camera with me everywhere I go. I want to remember all I did...
15 Day, 5 Ways Challenge
I always try to do these but I always fail. Sooo here’s another try.
5 basic facts about you 5 not-so-basic facts about you 5 ways you break the ice 5 signs that you’re into someone 5 signs that you’re NOT into someone 5 things you do when you’re bored 5 things that make you hyper 5 things you’re known for 5 things you want to do 5 things you’ll never do 5 good things about you 5 bad things...
Eranetik ft. XV - Tonight
“To anyone that ever told you that you’re no good… They’re no better.”
– Hayley Williams
7473.) I have always followed the rules. Have...
“Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer but wish we didn’t.”
– Erica Jong
I find myself asking other people “What do I do now?” because in all honestly, I don’t want to listen to myself anymore. You know when you get that gut feeling that says “Hey, it’s okay: go for it!”? I listened to it when my mind was telling me to stop, that it was heading for the best. This is where the point of choosing comes in. Will you choose your mind or...
7455.) Sometimes in life it doesn't matter how... →
I don’t know what I want in life. I’m starting to regret all the things I did and all the things I didn’t do. Like trusting the wrong person. Rejecting the good guys. I just realized it too late. As usual. I don’t know what I want but I do know I don’t want this. It’s not about my love life or relationships, it’s just the general overview of my stupid life that has been screwed up solely by me....
“And that is just the point… how the world, moist and beautiful, calls to each of...”
– Mary Oliver 