June 2011
9872.) It's only been two days and I already miss...
9869.) I think you just managed to hurt me more...
“What you need, what you deserve, is a guy who adores you for what you are. Who...”
– Sarah Dessen (The Truth about Forever)
“You fall in love, it’s intoxicating, and for a little while you feel like you’ve...”
– Man Walks into a Room by Nicole Krauss (via creatingaquietmind)
What was my grad night?
Open wrapped candy leis that I got at grad.
Sit on couch in front of TV.
Recline all the way until I am absolutely comfortable.
Play Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2.
Eat candy.
Cry.
Play Letters to Juliet.
Cry.
Go to backyard alone at 11 P.M.
Sneak into Columbia Park.
Cry.
Walk back low key into house.
Watch Food Network.
Tumblr.
Cry.
“I put my hand on him. Touching him was always so important to me. It was...”
– Jonathan Safran Foer, Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close (via creatingaquietmind, taralikesnonsense)
Life with you.
Some of you, I’ve been with 4 years and others so much longer. Some I’ve been with only for this year but it feels like we’ve known each other for so much longer. My life with some of you has come to its end and with some of you, there’s so much more to it. As I was walking down the track, I wanted to cry. It was the last time I would feel the Warrior breeze blow through my...
“The body shuts down when it has too much to bear; goes its own way quietly...”
– (via creatingaquietmind)
“I curl up on the floor and I am crushed by images and sounds. Things I have...”
– A Million Little Pieces by James Frey (via dreamsaremyvoice)
creatingaquietmind:
How are you doing without me?
Have you been sleeping well? Have you been eating well? Will you have plans this weekend? Have you spoken about me? Have you secretly missed me? Have you wished me dead? Or perhaps I have not even inched into your mind at all?
I wonder if you have sleepless nights, interrupted by lonely sobs. I wonder if you have lost your appetite for days,...
You shouldn't have to make excuses for him. If he...
Fuck my life.
Just do it. You'll regret never having done so....
thepocket-sizedchink:
You never realize how fast time flies until you look back and see how far you’ve really come. Watching and seeing these “kids” grow up makes me realize that I am too, whether I’m ready or not.
9817.) I still love him I still love him I still...
Stalking someone's facebook and accidentally...
boyyouliftmeoffmyfeet:
“Don’t you think it’s better to be extremely happy for a short while, even if you...”
– The Time Traveler’s Wife (via creatingaquietmind)
I want to say that "I wish you were hurting just...
michaelmeeks:
But in all honesty, I would never hope you would hurt this much. I always will wish the best for you.
“Some people develop a wish bone where their back bone should be.”
– Anonymous (via lifeisajoyride)
“It was him not fighting for me. I gave him the ultimatum and he let me walk...”
– Gilmore Girls
“I wonder when we’re going to stop running in circles.”
– (via freefallintolife)
9808.) I hate having that last spark of hope that...
Isn't it sad that we're all so young, yet we're so...
ayyabbyx:
To be honest, I’d rather have a person straight up tell me that I’m being oblivious than to tell me something I’ve already heard. Don’t tell me that this person isn’t worth my time. Don’t tell me that this person isn’t good enough. Don’t tell me stupid cliche shit like that. I’ve heard it all before. Instead, tell me that I’m being stupid as fuck & wasting my time on unnecessary...
9806.) I don't know why I'm waiting. Sometimes I...
Anonymous asked: I talk to your sister regularly now. But I heard you told her about this and I didn't really want that to happen but it is what it is.
“Your flaws are beautiful. They’re what make you stand out. Don’t try to be...”
– (via creatingaquietmind, raindropsonredroses)
musicforyourlove:
Colby O’Donis - Let You Go |...
“No one ever told me that my heart could break a hundred thousand times.”
– Cara Dillon (Never In A Million Years)
“While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a...”
– Jeanette Winterson (via creatingaquietmind)
“I close my eyes and I take a deep breath and I think about my life and how I...”
– A Million Little Pieces by James Frey (via dreamsaremyvoice)
Plastering on smiles has become so routine for me. It’s almost automatic. Plastering a smile on my face is how I survive. Plastering a smile on my face enables me to hide how truly sad I am. Plastering a smile on my face let’s me prove to you that I’m okay; it tries to convince me too. Nobody really asks anything and you obviously don’t so no one really knows the truth; plastering a smile on my...
9774.) I'm scared that everything is going to...
9776.) I miss you. I miss you so fucking much.
